February 2012
30 posts
whoahkarebear: Everyday after school I literally sit in front my desk trying to do homework from 2.30 to 4.30 and from 6 to 11. To think about it, that’s 6 hours of sitting and unproductivity. This is so pathetic. It’s almost 11 now and I still barely have any homework done. I wonder how other people do it. I honestly hate school, my teachers, and many of those people at school. Why can’t I be...
Feb 29th
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electricsympathy: stinkyhat said: “I’m so ADD today!” drives me up a fucking wall. Oh, you have ADD today? That must be so hard for you, you know, today. I mean, I have it every day, all day long, for the rest of my life, but I can see from the doodles in your notebook from class that you’re really struggling. g fucking poy
Feb 28th
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stupidity-equals-intelligence: I went to the fourth ADHD groupmeeting today and I started to realise that I should be quite lucky because the others seeems to have worse problems than I do. I can at least keep a job but it’s my crazy ideas and future plans that prevents me from staying. However, I discussed with one of the girls in the group about it. She’s just like me and she also thinks she’s...
Feb 26th
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Feb 25th
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lesscensored: fuck people over the years who have shat on my self deprecating sense of humour WHILE CONTRIBUTING to the ableist culture that inspires self-deprecating as a coping mechanism in the fucking first place fuck people who say continue to say “you’re too hard on yourself” and yet when they hear about another deadline missed, another chequed bounced, another appointment slept through,...
Feb 24th
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imaginewingsandfly: Okay. This is the second day that I’m not taking any medicins. I’ve never been so confused. To be honest, if you would ask me how I feel right now, I would have no idea what to say. I don’t know how I feel. I don’t know what I feel. It’s a huge mess inside my head. Let me try to explain. For the most of the time I’m happy. I’m enjoying things and I laugh about things with my...
Feb 23rd
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baby, did you forget to take your meds?
hollywood-antichrist: i’m worried. from the age of 15 bipolar has been the bane of my life when suddenly i get a new doctor and BANG! i have adhd. thats not what im worried about, i’m worried about what crazy new medication i’m going to be put on next. the mood stablizer and anti-psychotics i’m on already fuck me up enough. depression have never really been an issue. i get depressed because i do...
Feb 22nd
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My kitched caught on fire today...
theadhdbrain: Not even playing! I swear that just a couple hours ago, I set oil on the stove to make dinner and then I sat on my couch to read over some paperwork. Next thing you know my oil pot was on fire and smoke engulfed the whole house. I didn’t even notice, I didn’t smell the smoke or anything! Luckily I looked up because my throat started to get dry. Weird… Hyperfocusing at it’s...
Feb 21st
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“ADD is not a religious principle; it is a medical diagnosis derived from such...”
– Ratey Md, John J.; Hallowell, Edward M. Md (2005-12-27). Delivered from Distraction (p. 9). Random House, Inc.. Kindle Edition.  (via adhdisme)
Feb 20th
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Think Kids With ADHD Don't Get Bullied?
disordered-thoughts: When I was 13, shortly before I was diagnosed with ADHD, a guy in my grade with severe ADHD who had exhibited serious behavioral problems since we were roughly 6 years old made fun of me for having “the attention span of a fruit fly.” He didn’t say it to my face. Not because our parents are very close friends who share resources for ADHD support, nor because at a school...
Feb 19th
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I Have ADHD. And what?
upyourrainbow: I have Attention Deficit Hyper Active Disorder . it’s probably my most dominant trait. I don’t hate on it. I find that it’s kind of fun. if you can put it to good use it’s not really a burden , but more of a treasure.
Feb 18th
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Watched Limitless
kattterina: Besides lulzing at the beginning: “Receptors in the brain that activate specific circuits.” and the whole “We only use 20% of our brain” shit. .____.; I found that the whole movie is a dramatic version of what happens when a person who has ADHD discovers the right medication! His little description of everything being clear etc… I was like “I can relate to this!” I was even...
Feb 17th
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The Nurse
suspectedheadcase: When you know that I can’t listen to anything for more than 30 seconds, why did you talk to me for 10 minutes, non-stop, about Mindfulness? When you know that I’m dyslexic, why did you suggest I got a self-help book on Mindfulness out of the Library? I did what you suggested, because you thought it might help. I did what you asked, because you seem to want me to recover. ...
Feb 16th
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Don't use the term AD/HD as an adjective.
theadhdbrain: Just don’t do it. Especially if you don’t have it. Instead of saying, “I’m so ADD right now!” Just say that you’re full of energy right now. Instead of telling your friend that you forgot something because you’re having an ADD moment, why don’t you just say you’re having an off day? I mean, I know people without AD/HD may not think too heavily on the matter, but it really bothers...
Feb 15th
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adhd problems..
rocksea-codone: omg taking a class online is ridiculous when you’re adhd. I’m taking a 50 question test and I stopped on 13 to check my fb text my bf look aorund my room draw a picture look at some random girls fb because she added a new picture, get some icecream. ughhhh This sucks because i need to finish this stupid class fast and i can’t take a vyvanse because il be up all night :(
Feb 14th
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found out
youngconfusedandheartdriven: had a realization that i’m 90 % sure i have ADHD. it’s related with other issues i have, and makes sense, and i undergo a lot of the symptoms on a daily basis. it’s frustrating. though, i do not want medicine, just the coping techniques to stay focused and on track and get things done. i dont have it in the sense of hyperactivity but in sense of attentiveness ,...
Feb 13th
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Good News: Delightfully Shiny Smartphone Arrived!
psychetimelapse: Bad news: hyperfocus combined with obsessive tendencies means I thought “I’ll just put important repeating events in the phone’s schedule,” and ended up needing to put everything I can think of down on the calender, straighten out a homework app I downloaded, fill out all possible fields in both, and pretty much make much everything on the phone having to do with school as...
Feb 12th
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2.1.12
disordered-thoughts: Concerta Day 1- 12mg Woke up at 9, took the Concerta, and then went back to sleep til 11. I didn’t sleep well last night because I was anxious about taking a new pill. Woke up at 11 and started taking stock of what the day felt like. One of the first things I told my boyfriend this morning was that I felt like my weight was off. I said that I felt like I had a...
Feb 11th
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I hate myself sometimes.
the—hatred—to—your—love: I just want to feel normal for once. I look around and everyone is focused on what they are doing and can concentrate to a much better extent than me. People complain they can’t concentrate on what they are doing but I feel like screaming at them and saying “try being like that ALL THE TIME” I feel as though nobody understands, even when they are...
Feb 10th
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Diagnosis
wanderingken: 21 years old and freshly diagnosed with inattentive adhd. Since I just shared my developmental disorder with you I will also take this opporunity to brag about how awesome I am. I scored in the 90th percentile for spacial, pattern, and visual testing. Fuck yes. No wonder my study notes are so visually tantalizing.
Feb 9th
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Anonymous asked: I am fairly sure I have ADD. There are other things, but my main problem would be that I have so much trouble concentrating on things I have to concentrate on that it ruined my education. I am seeing a therapist who tries to make my anxiety the cause of everything when in fact I am anxious because a lot of things are hard for me to actually do and end up unfinished and have for years now. I HAVE...
Feb 9th
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Susurrations: 041) I have ADD. →
ayshalala: I can’t remember if I’ve mentioned this before… which probably makes sense, all things considered. xD Attention Deficit Disorder (I guess now it’s technically called non-hyperactive ADHD, but who the heck really uses that term?!) is, in short, a genetic disorder that affects attention. It makes…
Feb 8th
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ENFER: i’m much happier when i’m not on vyvanse.... →
goblinhoarder: i’m much happier when i’m not on vyvanse. when i do take it i have crazy moodswings and i’m extremely irritable. and every single time it starts to wear off i get this gnarly headache that lasts all evening. it makes me feel exhausted. i’m so tired of this shit. i have been on strattera,…
Feb 7th
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Anonymous asked: Best of luck to you with your classes and work. I'm in that spot right now. I can't seem to put my thoughts in a line today.
Feb 6th
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“It’s like watching a movie where you know every...
(taken from one of my Tumblr posts) I’m trying so hard to maintain a positive attitude but it’s getting more difficult every day. I honestly just don’t want to be in school anymore. My brain is on academic overload and I can’t get my thoughts to slow down enough to be able to do anything productive when it comes to reading or writing. But the last thing I want to do is go...
Feb 6th
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living-my-dreams-with-you: I wish things were simple sometimes. I wish he didn’t have ADD so that he wouldn’t stress so much. If he didn’t have this then he wouldn’t freak out as much. The only good thing is that he realises that he does act different with out meaning to sometimes. He admits he takes it out on me, but i do the same to him sometimes. The thing i hate the most about it is that i...
Feb 5th
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On the First Day of Systematic Theology
bostonwithoutther: The clicking of keys The scrapping of pen on paper The turning of notebook pages The rustling of fabric The shadow of the professor’s head on the projector screen These are a handful of things gaining my attention There are six stage lights, three bald heads, two hats, one head wrap Like bouncing up and down The professor makes wild gesticulations, which I see, understand, but...
Feb 4th
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ADHD
crappasaurus: I find it so difficult to talk about my ADHD with my friends. Everytime I try they always respond with how they have an attention deficit disorder, even though they have never been diagnosed by a doctor. In High School, I was on 50mg of Adderall. Today, I can’t even afford it, so I have had to learn to do without. It gets so very hard to deal with. Those friends that casually...
Feb 3rd
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1.31.12
disordered-thoughts: Today I met with my new psychiatrist. My old psychiatrist was very busy and I felt as though I had to scream to get his attention, and even then I only had it for five minutes. As my impulse is to act like nothing’s wrong, I think I need a psychiatrist who gives me his or her full undivided attention so that I don’t feel like I have to pretend to have fewer problems to let...
Feb 2nd
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I Hear People Talking About Taking Adderall and...
thatroleplayingblog: And it really baffles me?  Like, I guess it makes sense, but most of the people I hear about don’t have a diagnosis and do it for the hyperconcentration.  That’s nice and all, but as an ADHDee, it’s infuriating.  I almost need my medication to function in day to day life; otherwise, I forget important meetings, don’t take note of the world around me, and bump into everything...
Feb 1st
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